[ Poe runs his thumb across one of the little streaks of color across his wrist. ] No chance of being interrupted or walked in on or have friendly roommates wanting to make breakfast when we'd rather stay in bed.
[ With the euphoria fading it's harder for Poe to just come out and say the rest of what he'd been thinking. Not that it suddenly feels like a bad idea--he's been thinking about it too long for it to suddenly seem like a bad idea--but it's new, and every new thing they've done together has been a hurdle. Every experiment has come with some trepidation. ]
There's this powder at the raves, makes you sensitive to touch, feel good-- [ Poe clears his throat. ] I thought. I hoped maybe. Finn wanted to try it, so I tried it with him, and I... thought it could be fun to do more than just a little bit with you.
[ A sideways glance at John. ] You don't have to do it. I brought gloves, cotton gloves, it doesn't go through cloth.
[Their elevator arrives with a ding. John steps inside, folding his arms over his chest. He isn't sure how he feels about the whole situation. It's unexpected, and John only likes surprises up to a point.
The hotel part is nice. Romantic, even. So is finally getting some real alone time. The roommates are always an issue. John's been hesistant to do any more than make out at his place after the one bad experience, but there's always the risk of Finn at Poe's. That's awkward in its own special way. John's not just his teammate, but his commanding officer.]
I'll think about it.
[A slight smile as they step outside.
It's the powder part John's hesitant about. Not because he's particularly against drugs. Everyone in Atlantis is always hopped up on something or other. Uppers. Downers. If you don't need to stay awake for days at a time, you're struggling to get some shut-eye before shit hits the fan again. John stays clean by his own choice, but he doesn't fault anyone for needing a little extra help.
What bothers John is that this is the first time Poe's really done anything like this, and John can't help but feel it's because he's high. Is it Poe's excitement to be with him that has him making plans and booking hotels, or is it the drugs? Is any part of this really about John, and experiencing something as a couple, or is it just about getting screwed up with someone safe?
Stepping outside, John regrets not grabbing a jacket. He hopes it's his only regret.]
And there aren't any side-effects? You're not going to crash hard?
I'm fine playing with it, on you, as long as I know it's safe.
[ Poe stops just outside of the building, to the clear annoyance of the cab driver at the curb. ]
I'm already coming down. John?
[ They can read each other pretty well at this point. John isn't happy. Poe touches his shoulder lightly, then his upper arm. ]
We don't have to do anything. We can just go, spend the day out.
[ Poe isn't sure where he misstepped, but he's pretty sure he has somewhere along the line. John is safe. He's one of the few people Poe is okay with seeing him vulnerable, and even that isn't always easy. There's no denying that part of his motivation, of being vulnerable with someone he trusts in a space they don't have to share. ]
[John's silent for a moment, looking away. He didn't think he was being obvious. John's used to flying under the radar, his thoughts and feelings going undetected. It still startles him that Poe can see him, somehow.
He's even more startled that Poe seems to care, and is willing to change his plans to suit John's needs. That's a first. His family, the military, and even his ex-wife, everyone drops him when he's not the man they want him to be. John tries, but he's scared to try, too. He doesn't want to fail and still be left behind.
Some part of him expects Poe to leave him, when he's not the fun night Poe wants him to be. It's not like there's a shortage of people who are ready and willing to be with Poe Dameron, and John knows he's not the only person Poe trusts.
But Poe did say they didn't have to. Left it up to him to decide.
John squeezes his arms tighter over his chest, scuffing a sneaker against the pavement.]
I'll give it a shot, but... are you sure you don't want to do this with someone else? I don't know if I'll like it. What if things go south?
[ It hurts in a way Poe doesn't expect. It is what he said--I'm a good time, or a few. The pilot can't exactly blame John if he took it that way, if he thought Poe was trying to leave the door open to outside relationships.
Poe tugs a hand through his hair, looking away.
Does John want that? Is that something they should talk about? ] I don't want to push you into something you're not comfortable with, John. If you're not sure, if you're worried, then I don't care about doing it at all.
[John doesn't have an answer to that question. He still doesn't know what Poe sees in him, or why he wouldn't want someone else. All that comes to mind is they're both screwed up in similar ways.
Poe calls him beautiful sometimes, and John wants to believe him, but he's not sure he can. John knows that's his own damage. He's got abandonment issues. Daddy issue. Mommy issues. Typical veteran issues. A lifetime of difficulty opening up to people, and of being abandoned by the people he loves, after disappointing or scaring them away.
John looks up, at Poe's face when he's not looking at him. No longer smiling and excited. He can't help but feel like he's ruined something. Poe's been having a rough few weeks, John knows that. He deserves to let loose, and live a little.
He reaches out, catching Poe's hand, and thumbs over the smear of powder on his inner wrist. He offers up an apologetic smile, giving his arm a tug.]
[ Okay well that was not precisely expected, but Poe has just enough of a gauzy buzz left that the kiss, dizzying on its own, pushes him toward an erection.
It's both a good and a bad thing with John breaks away.
He lets John drag him to the cab, a stupid smile and a dreamy look on his face.
The cabby, clearly impatient but also clearly fine with making them pay for the wait, starts driving as soon as the doors are shut.
Poe rests his head on John's shoulder for most of the drive, running his thumb back and forth along his lower lip, playing the kiss (that one and others, if he's honest) over again in his head.
John makes him feel like an Academy cadet, and sometimes that's pretty okay.
The hotel is a cute little place on the river, a cross between a small-town hotel and a bed and breakfast. The kind of place where meals are made in a homestyle kitchen and served at a set time. Poe pays the cabby and leads John around the back and upstairs to their room, charming, simply-furnished, and currently outfitted with hooks in the ceiling for anyone with kinkier Sampremi intentions.
Poe left a bag behind--two changes of clothes for John, from the things he left at Poe's place. Poe's own clothes. Toiletries for them both. The powders Poe bought in various colors and, of course, the promised gloves.
Poe shuts the door and wraps an arm around John's waist, pulling them together so John's back is pressed to Poe's chest. ] I got it for three nights. If we want to stay that long. Left a note for Finn to tell him I'd be scarce.
[The hotel isn't anything like John expects. He thought it would be something fancier. Sexier. The kind of hotel you bring someone to when you want to get high and fuck the living daylights out of each other.
But it's cute, and reminds John of the cozy little cottages surrounding his family's lakefront summer home. The kind of place you could stay for a few days without going crazy, because it feels close enough to a home.
Poe holds John from behind, and John is warm again. His bare arms are still goosebumped, but for different reasons.
Three nights. A bag Poe packed for them. Them. John leans back into him, resting his head on Poe's shoulder. Staring forward, but with a funny kind of smile on his face.]
I like it.
I'll call Rodney tomorrow morning. I'm sure he'll appreciate having the place to himself for a few days. Just him and his tentacle porn.
[ John says I like it, and Poe finally relaxes. He presses his face against John's neck, kissing him there, making a noise of mild surprise at John's declaration about Rodney. ]
Huh. He didn't seem like the type.
[ Poe shakes his head. Rodney's sex life is none of his business. He has his own sex life to think about right now, thank, and that's a lot more interesting anyway.
A gentle bite against John's neck. ]
Do you want to get undressed or to you want me to do it for you.
[Poe's lips and teeth spark against John's skin. He hums in consideration, enjoying the attention from within the security of Poe's arms.
Before this, John's day had been busy, but more or less uneventful. He worked his shift, did some laundry, cleaned, and was going to spend the rest of the night eating take-out and playing X-Box, at least until Poe showed up at his door.
Now he's here, and honestly doesn't know what will happen. For once, this isn't John's plan, and he's not in control. It's scary, but there's relief in letting go of the reins, too. In just answering Poe's questions, without a goal, or direction.
Sometimes he doesn't want to be the commander of anyone. Not even himself.]
I want you to do it for me.
[He shivers almost as soon as he says it, feeling strangely spoiled.]
[ Poe's hands slide down to John's pajama pants, his thumbs teasing under the band. ] You don't have any buttons for me to play with.
[ Stil, Poe kneels, drawing the pants down to John's ankles. He kisses the back of one of John's calves, lifts that foot free of the shackles of cloth, kisses the other calf, repeats. Then he eases himself back to his feet, hooking his hands underneath John's shirt and lifting as he straightens up. ]
Arms up. [ Murmured in John's ear. Then: ] Maybe I should have let you get dressed. Would've taken me longer that way.
[John gets what the feeling is, now, with Poe undressing him like he's something precious to be carefully unwrapped.
He feels special, in a way he never has before.
It's almost alarming. Definitely overwhelming. John's already dizzy and overheated by the time Poe stands again, closing his eyes and catching his breath when he lifts his arms up over his head for the t-shirt to come off.]
C'mon. You love the flannel.
[He's talking a big game, but there's no denying the slight tremble of his bicep, or the way he shifts his weight from hip to hip, vibrating with energy. He can't stand still.]
[ Poe slides his arms around John's waist, one hand trailing down between his legs to finger his dick lightly. ]
You want to try the powder? [ A kiss on the neck, another against the back of John's jaw, and Poe takes the man's ear in his mouth lightly for a moment and tugs before he murmurs: ] Or should I do it the old-fashioned way?
[He's not hard yet, but if Poe keeps chewing on John's ear like that, he will be. Poe knows what that does to him. By now, he knows all of John's weak spots. Inside and out. They've had more sex in the past two months than John's had in five years with all of his flings combined.
Poe's fucked him more than any other man has, and John still can't get enough. He's not sure he ever will.
Poe's hands, Poe's lips, Poe's voice, Poe's eyes. John jerks off to them when he's by himself, and lonely. His own hands are poor replacements for Poe's fingers and dick, but desperate times call for desperate measures, and John is nothing if not adaptable.
He looks back over his shoulder, hands resting on Poe's arm around his waist. John's nervous, but he trusts Poe, and that feels far more vulnerable, and thrilling, than any drug.]
You tell me the second you feel uncomfortable, and we stop.
[ He draws away gently to go to their bag, taking out the powder, not bothering with the gloves. He's going to try it himself, or ask John to try it on him, so what's the point?
Poe deliberates for a moment before he chooses red. It's not like the color matters, but he feels like red suits John. Not his eyes, maybe, but his spirit.
He dips his fingers into the powder and turns around, drawing his color-loaded fingertips across the skin just above John's penis, through pubic hair and up toward his belly button. Poe himself can already feel the tingle of euphoria starting, slight but more powerful than it was when he just tried a dab of the stuff.
Poe exhales quietly, rolling his fingers up over John's hip and circling until he's standing behind the man again and John has a thick stripe of color running from crotch to the cleft of his ass. ]
[He almost jumps when poe's powdered fingers make contact. There's a jolt of something, like a static shock. It shoots straight down John's spine and into his gut. Then a softer, steadier buzz conducted by the path of Poe's fingertips over his skin. The combination has John half hard by the time Poe is behind him. He shivers.
It's been a solid decade since John's done anything stronger than what's been prescribed to him by a doctor. For John, flight has always been his highest high, and danger his quiet addiction.
His neck softens, head falling forward with a heavy sigh. Tension easing. Muscle relaxing. Shoulders dropping. He becomes smaller, and narrower. John presents so much bigger and stronger than he is. He's had to, in order to lead the pack and stand beside men and women greater than himself. He can convince most people. At least for long enough to get the job done.
Here, now, John doesn't have to convince anyone. It's a relief.]
[ The comparison makes Poe chuckle. He can see where it comes from, and John's not wrong. ] Good.
[ Another dab of the powder, another snap of that heady feeling. This time Poe reaches around to glide his fingers over the base of John's dick, kissing the back of John's neck as the man lets his head fall forward. Poe likes seeing him relax. It's like John is shedding a second uniform, a second set of tactical gear, one that weighs infinitely more than the stuff he carries outside of the bedroom.
A scoop of powder this time, and Poe presses himself close to John, wanting him, wanting John to stay relaxed, stay feeling good. Poe grabs John's ass lightly with his red-smeared hand and then eases a thick smear of color down between John's legs, painting his thighs, his taint.
Poe pins John close with his free hand, the one still holding the bag of powder. ]
I was thinking how much I'd like to mix a little bit of this in with the lube. [ On the word lube, Poe flicks his powder-stained fingertips against the rim of John's anus. ]
Ah- [The powder against his soft tissue is an electric current, jolting between his legs. Catching him off-guard. John's head snaps back, his thighs twitching together. He grasps behind him for Poe, for his arms or hips, anything to keep him up if his knees fail. Fingers digging into olive skin hard enough to bruise.
Mixed with lube, would the potency of the powder be weaker or stronger? John can't imagine it inside of himself. His dick is already hard enough to hurt, messy with smears of red and pre-come. There's no halfway with this stuff. John's chest is already heaving, his warming skin becoming dewy with sweat. He's already feeling feverish, and a little lightheaded.]
Tell me to stop and I'll stop. [ And then he slips his fingers into John's hole, massaging it into the walls of his rectum. The buzz is hitting Poe too, making him breathe quicker, making him feel every point of contact in a steady almost vibratory hum.
There's no way John can miss Poe getting hard against his ass. Into John's ear: ]
Because if you don't tell me to stop, really tell me to stop? I'm going to fuck you blind, John.
[John actually sways, his spine going liquid and knees buckling. All that's holding him up is Poe's arm around his waist. He'd be embarrassed if he could think at all. John's mind is mercifully blank.
All there is the powder. Poe's voice in his head, fingers in his ass, and the searing heat of his dick against John's skin. It's unlike anything he's ever felt before. Too much, and not enough at the same time. Dizzying. Terrifying. Arousing.
His eyes swim as he tries to look behind himself at Poe, lids heavy, lashes dusting his already flushed cheeks.]
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Date: 2018-03-04 08:22 am (UTC)[John swallows hard. Poe knows exactly what he does to him.
One more of those kisses, and they could do whatever Poe wanted to do right here, right now. Poe probably know that too. John's face gets hotter.]
Cocky.
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Date: 2018-03-04 08:43 am (UTC)One more light smooch and Poe draws John toward the door. ] Come on. I've got a cab waiting downstairs.
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Date: 2018-03-04 08:51 am (UTC)He follows after Poe, shoelaces still untied, wearing a pair of plaid flannel pajama bottoms and a t-shirt. Definitely hot date material.
He grips onto Poe's hand for balance as they wait for the elevator, standing on one leg to finish tying his laces.]
Where are we going exactly? You still haven't given me a straight answer.
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Date: 2018-03-04 09:47 am (UTC)[ Poe runs his thumb across one of the little streaks of color across his wrist. ] No chance of being interrupted or walked in on or have friendly roommates wanting to make breakfast when we'd rather stay in bed.
[ With the euphoria fading it's harder for Poe to just come out and say the rest of what he'd been thinking. Not that it suddenly feels like a bad idea--he's been thinking about it too long for it to suddenly seem like a bad idea--but it's new, and every new thing they've done together has been a hurdle. Every experiment has come with some trepidation. ]
There's this powder at the raves, makes you sensitive to touch, feel good-- [ Poe clears his throat. ] I thought. I hoped maybe. Finn wanted to try it, so I tried it with him, and I... thought it could be fun to do more than just a little bit with you.
[ A sideways glance at John. ] You don't have to do it. I brought gloves, cotton gloves, it doesn't go through cloth.
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Date: 2018-03-04 05:39 pm (UTC)[Their elevator arrives with a ding. John steps inside, folding his arms over his chest. He isn't sure how he feels about the whole situation. It's unexpected, and John only likes surprises up to a point.
The hotel part is nice. Romantic, even. So is finally getting some real alone time. The roommates are always an issue. John's been hesistant to do any more than make out at his place after the one bad experience, but there's always the risk of Finn at Poe's. That's awkward in its own special way. John's not just his teammate, but his commanding officer.]
I'll think about it.
[A slight smile as they step outside.
It's the powder part John's hesitant about. Not because he's particularly against drugs. Everyone in Atlantis is always hopped up on something or other. Uppers. Downers. If you don't need to stay awake for days at a time, you're struggling to get some shut-eye before shit hits the fan again. John stays clean by his own choice, but he doesn't fault anyone for needing a little extra help.
What bothers John is that this is the first time Poe's really done anything like this, and John can't help but feel it's because he's high. Is it Poe's excitement to be with him that has him making plans and booking hotels, or is it the drugs? Is any part of this really about John, and experiencing something as a couple, or is it just about getting screwed up with someone safe?
Stepping outside, John regrets not grabbing a jacket. He hopes it's his only regret.]
And there aren't any side-effects? You're not going to crash hard?
I'm fine playing with it, on you, as long as I know it's safe.
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Date: 2018-03-04 08:07 pm (UTC)I'm already coming down. John?
[ They can read each other pretty well at this point. John isn't happy. Poe touches his shoulder lightly, then his upper arm. ]
We don't have to do anything. We can just go, spend the day out.
[ Poe isn't sure where he misstepped, but he's pretty sure he has somewhere along the line. John is safe. He's one of the few people Poe is okay with seeing him vulnerable, and even that isn't always easy. There's no denying that part of his motivation, of being vulnerable with someone he trusts in a space they don't have to share. ]
Or not. Do you want to go back inside?
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Date: 2018-03-04 11:53 pm (UTC)He's even more startled that Poe seems to care, and is willing to change his plans to suit John's needs. That's a first. His family, the military, and even his ex-wife, everyone drops him when he's not the man they want him to be. John tries, but he's scared to try, too. He doesn't want to fail and still be left behind.
Some part of him expects Poe to leave him, when he's not the fun night Poe wants him to be. It's not like there's a shortage of people who are ready and willing to be with Poe Dameron, and John knows he's not the only person Poe trusts.
But Poe did say they didn't have to. Left it up to him to decide.
John squeezes his arms tighter over his chest, scuffing a sneaker against the pavement.]
I'll give it a shot, but... are you sure you don't want to do this with someone else? I don't know if I'll like it. What if things go south?
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Date: 2018-03-05 12:11 am (UTC)[ It hurts in a way Poe doesn't expect. It is what he said--I'm a good time, or a few. The pilot can't exactly blame John if he took it that way, if he thought Poe was trying to leave the door open to outside relationships.
Poe tugs a hand through his hair, looking away.
Does John want that? Is that something they should talk about? ] I don't want to push you into something you're not comfortable with, John. If you're not sure, if you're worried, then I don't care about doing it at all.
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Date: 2018-03-05 12:43 am (UTC)Poe calls him beautiful sometimes, and John wants to believe him, but he's not sure he can. John knows that's his own damage. He's got abandonment issues. Daddy issue. Mommy issues. Typical veteran issues. A lifetime of difficulty opening up to people, and of being abandoned by the people he loves, after disappointing or scaring them away.
John looks up, at Poe's face when he's not looking at him. No longer smiling and excited. He can't help but feel like he's ruined something. Poe's been having a rough few weeks, John knows that. He deserves to let loose, and live a little.
He reaches out, catching Poe's hand, and thumbs over the smear of powder on his inner wrist. He offers up an apologetic smile, giving his arm a tug.]
I'm sorry. I want to try it for you, okay?
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Date: 2018-03-05 12:55 am (UTC)[ He looks at their linked hands, runs his own thumb over John's knuckles. ]
I don't want to do it if it makes you uncomfortable. And I don't want to do it with anyone else.
[ The cab driver, patient until this point, beeps the horn of his little vehicle. Poe holds up a hand in his direction. ]
We can just go and spend the night. Or we don't have to go at all. Whatever we do, I want to do it with you.
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Date: 2018-03-05 01:26 am (UTC)Okay.
[John pulls Poe in by his arm and kisses him roughly on the mouth.
That's John's answer.
He kisses him until his lips tingle, leaning into him, then breaks away and starts off towards the cab, dragging Poe behind him.]
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Date: 2018-03-05 01:45 am (UTC)It's both a good and a bad thing with John breaks away.
He lets John drag him to the cab, a stupid smile and a dreamy look on his face.
The cabby, clearly impatient but also clearly fine with making them pay for the wait, starts driving as soon as the doors are shut.
Poe rests his head on John's shoulder for most of the drive, running his thumb back and forth along his lower lip, playing the kiss (that one and others, if he's honest) over again in his head.
John makes him feel like an Academy cadet, and sometimes that's pretty okay.
The hotel is a cute little place on the river, a cross between a small-town hotel and a bed and breakfast. The kind of place where meals are made in a homestyle kitchen and served at a set time. Poe pays the cabby and leads John around the back and upstairs to their room, charming, simply-furnished, and currently outfitted with hooks in the ceiling for anyone with kinkier Sampremi intentions.
Poe left a bag behind--two changes of clothes for John, from the things he left at Poe's place. Poe's own clothes. Toiletries for them both. The powders Poe bought in various colors and, of course, the promised gloves.
Poe shuts the door and wraps an arm around John's waist, pulling them together so John's back is pressed to Poe's chest. ] I got it for three nights. If we want to stay that long. Left a note for Finn to tell him I'd be scarce.
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Date: 2018-03-05 02:26 am (UTC)But it's cute, and reminds John of the cozy little cottages surrounding his family's lakefront summer home. The kind of place you could stay for a few days without going crazy, because it feels close enough to a home.
Poe holds John from behind, and John is warm again. His bare arms are still goosebumped, but for different reasons.
Three nights. A bag Poe packed for them. Them. John leans back into him, resting his head on Poe's shoulder. Staring forward, but with a funny kind of smile on his face.]
I like it.
I'll call Rodney tomorrow morning. I'm sure he'll appreciate having the place to himself for a few days. Just him and his tentacle porn.
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Date: 2018-03-05 02:56 am (UTC)Huh. He didn't seem like the type.
[ Poe shakes his head. Rodney's sex life is none of his business. He has his own sex life to think about right now, thank, and that's a lot more interesting anyway.
A gentle bite against John's neck. ]
Do you want to get undressed or to you want me to do it for you.
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Date: 2018-03-05 06:38 am (UTC)[Poe's lips and teeth spark against John's skin. He hums in consideration, enjoying the attention from within the security of Poe's arms.
Before this, John's day had been busy, but more or less uneventful. He worked his shift, did some laundry, cleaned, and was going to spend the rest of the night eating take-out and playing X-Box, at least until Poe showed up at his door.
Now he's here, and honestly doesn't know what will happen. For once, this isn't John's plan, and he's not in control. It's scary, but there's relief in letting go of the reins, too. In just answering Poe's questions, without a goal, or direction.
Sometimes he doesn't want to be the commander of anyone. Not even himself.]
I want you to do it for me.
[He shivers almost as soon as he says it, feeling strangely spoiled.]
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Date: 2018-03-05 06:50 am (UTC)[ Stil, Poe kneels, drawing the pants down to John's ankles. He kisses the back of one of John's calves, lifts that foot free of the shackles of cloth, kisses the other calf, repeats. Then he eases himself back to his feet, hooking his hands underneath John's shirt and lifting as he straightens up. ]
Arms up. [ Murmured in John's ear. Then: ] Maybe I should have let you get dressed. Would've taken me longer that way.
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Date: 2018-03-05 11:25 pm (UTC)He feels special, in a way he never has before.
It's almost alarming. Definitely overwhelming. John's already dizzy and overheated by the time Poe stands again, closing his eyes and catching his breath when he lifts his arms up over his head for the t-shirt to come off.]
C'mon. You love the flannel.
[He's talking a big game, but there's no denying the slight tremble of his bicep, or the way he shifts his weight from hip to hip, vibrating with energy. He can't stand still.]
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Date: 2018-03-06 07:25 am (UTC)You want to try the powder? [ A kiss on the neck, another against the back of John's jaw, and Poe takes the man's ear in his mouth lightly for a moment and tugs before he murmurs: ] Or should I do it the old-fashioned way?
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Date: 2018-03-06 07:51 am (UTC)Poe's fucked him more than any other man has, and John still can't get enough. He's not sure he ever will.
Poe's hands, Poe's lips, Poe's voice, Poe's eyes. John jerks off to them when he's by himself, and lonely. His own hands are poor replacements for Poe's fingers and dick, but desperate times call for desperate measures, and John is nothing if not adaptable.
He looks back over his shoulder, hands resting on Poe's arm around his waist. John's nervous, but he trusts Poe, and that feels far more vulnerable, and thrilling, than any drug.]
I'll try it.
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Date: 2018-03-06 07:59 am (UTC)[ He draws away gently to go to their bag, taking out the powder, not bothering with the gloves. He's going to try it himself, or ask John to try it on him, so what's the point?
Poe deliberates for a moment before he chooses red. It's not like the color matters, but he feels like red suits John. Not his eyes, maybe, but his spirit.
He dips his fingers into the powder and turns around, drawing his color-loaded fingertips across the skin just above John's penis, through pubic hair and up toward his belly button. Poe himself can already feel the tingle of euphoria starting, slight but more powerful than it was when he just tried a dab of the stuff.
Poe exhales quietly, rolling his fingers up over John's hip and circling until he's standing behind the man again and John has a thick stripe of color running from crotch to the cleft of his ass. ]
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Date: 2018-03-07 05:17 am (UTC)[He almost jumps when poe's powdered fingers make contact. There's a jolt of something, like a static shock. It shoots straight down John's spine and into his gut. Then a softer, steadier buzz conducted by the path of Poe's fingertips over his skin. The combination has John half hard by the time Poe is behind him. He shivers.
It's been a solid decade since John's done anything stronger than what's been prescribed to him by a doctor. For John, flight has always been his highest high, and danger his quiet addiction.
His neck softens, head falling forward with a heavy sigh. Tension easing. Muscle relaxing. Shoulders dropping. He becomes smaller, and narrower. John presents so much bigger and stronger than he is. He's had to, in order to lead the pack and stand beside men and women greater than himself. He can convince most people. At least for long enough to get the job done.
Here, now, John doesn't have to convince anyone. It's a relief.]
Feels... good. Kinda like pulling G's.
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Date: 2018-03-07 08:10 am (UTC)[ Another dab of the powder, another snap of that heady feeling. This time Poe reaches around to glide his fingers over the base of John's dick, kissing the back of John's neck as the man lets his head fall forward. Poe likes seeing him relax. It's like John is shedding a second uniform, a second set of tactical gear, one that weighs infinitely more than the stuff he carries outside of the bedroom.
A scoop of powder this time, and Poe presses himself close to John, wanting him, wanting John to stay relaxed, stay feeling good. Poe grabs John's ass lightly with his red-smeared hand and then eases a thick smear of color down between John's legs, painting his thighs, his taint.
Poe pins John close with his free hand, the one still holding the bag of powder. ]
I was thinking how much I'd like to mix a little bit of this in with the lube. [ On the word lube, Poe flicks his powder-stained fingertips against the rim of John's anus. ]
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Date: 2018-03-08 03:28 am (UTC)Mixed with lube, would the potency of the powder be weaker or stronger? John can't imagine it inside of himself. His dick is already hard enough to hurt, messy with smears of red and pre-come. There's no halfway with this stuff. John's chest is already heaving, his warming skin becoming dewy with sweat. He's already feeling feverish, and a little lightheaded.]
Yeah, I don't know about that-
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Date: 2018-03-08 04:12 am (UTC)There's no way John can miss Poe getting hard against his ass. Into John's ear: ]
Because if you don't tell me to stop, really tell me to stop? I'm going to fuck you blind, John.
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Date: 2018-03-08 04:33 am (UTC)All there is the powder. Poe's voice in his head, fingers in his ass, and the searing heat of his dick against John's skin. It's unlike anything he's ever felt before. Too much, and not enough at the same time. Dizzying. Terrifying. Arousing.
His eyes swim as he tries to look behind himself at Poe, lids heavy, lashes dusting his already flushed cheeks.]
What the hell.
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