[ Poe tells him. It’s a dive bar, or as close to a dive as one can find in Riverview. Not Poe’s usual place. At Poe’s usual place, he never would have been allowed to drink himself this deep. They know him. They know his habits. And they don’t encourage mild drinkers into excess. ]
[John, true to his word, is there in ten. He drank himself into the same shameful state Poe's in, in the exact same dive, his first or second night in Riverview. It's the kind of bar that doesn't ask any questions. Doesn't care who you are, or where you're from. What you're drinking away. So long as you pay your tab, anyway.
Other than the ball, this is the first time Poe will see John out of uniform. He shows up in a t-shirt and jeans beneath a faded leather aviator.
Finding Poe isn't difficult. There's no one sitting near him. That's when you know someone's in a bad way.]
[ Poe has to get to his feet in steps. Ease the chair back, watch the world sway. Get his feet under him, look down to make sure they're where they need to be, pause again while his balance sloshes. Lever himself upright and try not to puke.
There's mercy in inertia, when you're as drunk as Poe is. Sit still, stay put, and you can pour drink over drink without feeling the consequences until you let the world back in. If you're lucky, you won't let it in much longer than it takes to black out.
Poe grips the edge of the table hard, staring at a single point on it until he can say with absolute certainty that the bar isn't doing pirouettes around him. ]
[John smiles to nobody in particular, because really, it's nobody's damn business, and pulls one of Poe's arms over his shoulders.
He's done this before. The walk of shame, and the carry. You don't have a career in the USAF if you don't drink. Getting shitfaced is part of the training regimen. You don't make it from cadet to airman without puking on your seargeant's boots at least once.]
I'm actually kinda impressed. You might be drunker than I was when I crawled out of this joint.
[ For a second, Poe hangs on to John like the other man is the only thing keeping the ground from opening under him and eating him whole. For a second it feels like that could happen. ]
Always scared me. When I’s a kid. [ He eases one foot in front of the other until they have their own kind of momentum. ] Lots of vets, Yavin 4. Dad knew them all. Dragged them back to the ranch sometimes. Lots of vets.
[Putting one foot in front of the other is all that matters right now. John walks as slow as Poe needs him to. They're in no rush. It's not like either of them has anywhere to be, but where they are.
If there was any question of how much Poe's drank, it's revealed by the size of his tab. John settles the bill with a flash of his device, and without blinking.
He's just sitting on his pay anyway, with nothing and no one to spend it on, other than the occasional toy. After years of trading with settlements, and only the occasional trip to Earth, money is less important to John than it's ever been.]
I grew up on a ranch too, but I'm thinking it was pretty different. We kept show horses, mostly. A few ponies. Some dogs. My old man liked to hunt.
[ Look where he is now. He's the drunk being carried home, to someone else's home. He's far gone enough that he doesn't notice John paying his bill--he's focused on the floor, on trying to keep the world as still and his nausea as controlled as possible. ]
Like fathiers. Racing? [ Poe starts to shake his head and stops just as quickly. ] We had banthas, runyips, nerfs. Milk and fur and meat. Mostly for the colony. Some exports--koyo melons, Yavin exported a lot of koyo melons. I miss those.
[ They're to the curb, at least, and Poe has to stop for a second. His grip on John tightens again. He's flicked back to the veterans Kes Dameron brought home when he thought his son was already asleep, safe and unaware. ] Hated it when they used to say they were sorry. But I know why they did, now.
Yeah, some racing. Mostly riding. I rode a lot when I was a kid.
Guess I've always liked to go fast.
[John stops when Poe stops. He knows better than to push him. Hopefully the fresh air will do him some good.
It's a crisp, slightly windy night. Good for flying. Decent for walking. It's only ten minutes from the curb to the import residence tower. If they make it from here to there without Poe passing out, he'll call it a win.]
Don't be sorry. This? This is nothing. I'm used to people who start swinging when they get a little hooch in them, and trust me when I say you don't want to fight a drunk Athosian.
Fast was always flying. [ He looks up, at the luminous planet overhead. It's a little bleary. The stars around it a little blurred. He feels an ache so fierce it's almost physical. ] Started when I was three. Parents got back from the war, mom....
[ He closes his eyes, swallows, feels another hot twist of self-loathing. This is not the legacy of Shara Bey. Not him getting drunk, not him losing that fleet. This is not the son he should be for her.
He lowers his head and almost, almost throws up. Starts to push John away just in case, but then he's got it under control, for the most part, except where he's tilting sideways, one leg giving out underneath him. ]
Born flying, huh? [John would say Poe was lucky, if he didn't know better.
For all his problems with his family, and his struggle to meet his father's expectations, John knows his childhood was charmed. He wanted for nothing, except for his father's acceptance and love. The latter of which John probably always had, to some degree. Even if he was a disappointment.
The boy who had everything, and threw it all away. Story of John's life.
Poe starts to go down, and John catches him mid-slide by locking both arms around his waist. He hauls him back up with a grunt, maybe a little too roughly, so they both go stumbling backwards.]
You're okay! You're okay. If you've gotta be sick, we can find a little privacy-
[He pat-rubs Poe's back reassuringly while looking over his shoulder for the nearest dark side street, just in case.
[ The second suppressed heave is answer enough to John's question. He hangs on to John's jacket, wordless in his focus on not vomiting all over his rescuer.
I'm sorry, he thinks, hating the words.
Poe presses his forehead against John's shoulder and shudders. ]
I gotcha, don't worry. Don't you worry about a thing.
[John will be doing enough worrying for the both of them.
He's hauling ass, his and Poe's, as quickly as he can to the mouth of the nearest alley. It's dark, and narrow, and if John stands with his back facing the road no one can see them.
John gently peels Poe away from himself, propping him against the brick wall, and supporting his upper back and stomach between his hands.]
Alright, here we go. Just let it all out. You'll feel better after. Promise.
[ For a second Poe thinks maybe he won’t throw up after all. Then his stomach muscles wrench and he’s bent half over, puking a cascade of liquid that’s more alcohol than bile. He hasn’t eaten in hours, not since before he settled in to baptize himself in shame. Another gag, another heave, another rush of lightheadedness and vomit. For a second Poe teeters on the edge of passing out, the world a seesawing haze, but then it steadies and Poe feels John standing there, hanging on to him, and he could cry from gratitude.
His bodies tries for round three, but there’s not much left to wring out. Poe breathes, slowly, deeply, and tells himself he’s not allowed to lay down on the alley floor and go to sleep. For one thing, John won’t let him. Breathlessly: ] Thank... thank you. Thank you.
[John's stomach clenches in sympathy with every heave, it hurts just to watch. There's not a whole lot he can do other than hold Poe up, mutter words of encouragement, and rub between his shoulders until he's done.]
Don't mention it. Here, you've got a little-
[John dabs at the corner of Poe's mouth with a bandana produced from his back pocket. A little might have been underselling it.]
[ Poe would be embarrassed if he weren't so far past the territory covered by the word. If John weren't there he really would just find the cleanest corner of the alley and sleep out the night.
Poe doesn't know how to say as much, doesn't know how far he can fall before he stops being worth catching. He just leans away from the wall and into Sheppard's arms, pressing his face against John's shoulder again, waiting to be guided out. ]
[Poe will always be worth catching, no matter how hard, or how far, he falls. John's known enough bad men to know a good man when he sees one. He's not about to let Poe slip through the cracks. Not even if Poe wants to.
John won't lose him like he's lost other good people. So he holds Poe tight, saying nothing, because there's nothing to say. All that matters is getting Poe back to where he needs to be, safe, and sound, minus one hell of a headache.
The walk is slow, but uneventful. It starts to rain as they reach the tower, and John has to fumble Poe's weight into the crook of one arm to key them into the building before it pours.
It's a quiet elevator ride to the thirteenth floor, with only a few vaguely curious looks thrown in their direction. John's jacket found its way onto Poe's shoulders at some point during their trek, because the last thing he needs on top of nausea is a chill.]
If you see a green chick, do me a favour and don't say anything rude. I don't want her to poison me.
[Steering Poe down the hallway into the small double unit he shares with Rodney, people might get the wrong idea. Or the right one.
John is navigating a drunk Poe Dameron into his bedroom.]
[ Poe fades in and out on the way to the tower. It's a boon, really. He's got just enough consciousness in him to keep upright and keep moving, though the rain brings him around a little. As does John slinging his jacket around Poe's shoulders.
He doesn't even have a comeback or a jibe to toss at John at the mention of a green chick, though his instincts tell him there's plenty there to work with.
As soon as the door closes behind them, Poe lets himself sag a little. ]
Yeah. Don't worry about it. Rodney's been working his ass off on something up in R&D, he'll probably pass out at the office and show up for breakfast.
[They're all coping in their own ways.
John's silently proud of how well Rodney's adapted to Riverview. He's tougher than anyone gives him credit for. John included.
He guides Poe to the edge of his bed, steadying him with both hands on his shoulders. It's a small room with two beds and two desks. Barracks style. Nothing fancy. John's side is neater than Rodney's, his few personal possessions precisely arranged. You can take the man out of the military, but you can't take the military out of the man.
Kneeling in front of Poe, John takes one booted foot into his lap and starts on pulling open the lacing. Like hell Poe is sleeping in his bed wearing boots.
[ The truth is he feels odd, being undressed. Even if it's just John taking off a boot, which Poe is pretty sure he couldn't manage on his own right now anyway. Not if he doesn't want to fall on his head. There's an intimacy in it that makes his stomach buzz, the first pleasant sensation he's had all evening.
[ He's pretty sure a good chunk of what he threw up was vodka. Not all of it. There was other stuff in there too, but y'know.
He has a nice smile. Stupidly, impulsively, Poe runs a hand through John's short hair, leaving his fingers there to trace along John's scalp. There are scars, even there. Poe imagines (with rather more creativity than the situation requires) that John probably has a lot of scars in a lot of places. ]
[John chuckles as he pulls off the second boot. He's about to make a comeback, something smart-assed to cut the tension of being alone in his room with anyone but Rodney.
Then Poe's fingers are combing through his hair, teasing through the unruly thick of it, which feels good under normal circumstances, but great when Poe does it- and it occurs to John that maybe it's not being alone with someone who isn't Rodney, but being alone with Poe, that's making the room feel smaller, and more intimate, than he's used to it feeling.
He's gotten comfortable with Rodney. As comfortable as he gets with anyone. They're friends, and family. He doesn't know Poe as well, yet, but something tells him they might get there one day. If they don't drink themselves to death first.
John's eyes flick from Poe's face to the floor as he stows Poe's boots neatly beside his bed, then back up again. Just to see if he's still looking. Or if John's imagining things. If he's really that lonely, that he's projecting his own selfish fantasies onto a vulnerable friend who needs him during a dark time.]
[ He's still looking, eyes lazy with consideration. He draws his hand back through John hair slowly, lets his fingertips slide down from the point of John's ear to his jawline, rotating his hand just enough that he's ghosting his knuckles along John's jaw and letting them rest under the point of John's chin, lifting his head just a fraction.
He's not thinking about the consequences. He's not thinking about much of anything, except how he would probably kiss John if his mouth didn't taste the way it does. It isn't fair to inflict that on anyone else.
[He's drunk. Don't even think about it. Don't even think about thinking about it.
Poe touches his ear. He's drunk. His jaw. He's drunk. Makes him look up at him like that. He's drunk. John shivers, in spite of himself. Goosebumps rising on the backs of his arms.
He's still drunk.
John's always had a weakness for brown eyes. The darker, the better. They speak to something in him. A desire to fall into someone other than himself. To be swallowed up, and disappeared.
Does Poe even know what he's doing to him? John doesn't think so. Isn't certain Poe knows what those eyes can do to a man, sober.
And right now, Poe's about as far away from sober as a man can be while still conscious.
Poe's hand falls away, and John reels himself back into some modicum of decency. He needs to take care of his friend, right now. His drunk friend, who trusts him, and needs him, and deserves better than whatever acts John's mind keeps turning to, compelled by a need so primal it borders on stupidity.]
I'll give you the grand tour. [If that came out sounding half as lame as John thinks it sounded, he'll be cringing in the morning. With any luck Poe won't remember.
[ With any luck, Poe will remember and be able to tease him about it.
As it is, Poe takes a deep breath, closing his eyes and ordering the world to stay steady in three different languages. Then he grabs on to John. His whole self is pretty well focused on the immediate next steps, that bit of contact, that long study of John's face already slipping into the gray behind him. The present is where his attention stays for as long as the tour lasts. Bathroom, sink, mouthwash.
Poe is starting to feel a little more human, even if the galaxy outside of the small sphere of him and John stays distant and blurred.
By the time they get back to John's room, Poe is conscious of the way his clothes smell. He's also drunk enough that he doesn't think twice about peeling off a shirt stained with booze and speckled with vomit before the door is even closed. It comes off; he drops it on the floor. The chain he always wears swings free, the little steel-brushed washer at the end dropping into view.
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Date: 2018-01-16 10:36 pm (UTC)Table in the back.
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Date: 2018-01-16 10:50 pm (UTC)[John, true to his word, is there in ten. He drank himself into the same shameful state Poe's in, in the exact same dive, his first or second night in Riverview. It's the kind of bar that doesn't ask any questions. Doesn't care who you are, or where you're from. What you're drinking away. So long as you pay your tab, anyway.
Other than the ball, this is the first time Poe will see John out of uniform. He shows up in a t-shirt and jeans beneath a faded leather aviator.
Finding Poe isn't difficult. There's no one sitting near him. That's when you know someone's in a bad way.]
Ready to march?
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Date: 2018-01-16 11:06 pm (UTC)There's mercy in inertia, when you're as drunk as Poe is. Sit still, stay put, and you can pour drink over drink without feeling the consequences until you let the world back in. If you're lucky, you won't let it in much longer than it takes to black out.
Poe grips the edge of the table hard, staring at a single point on it until he can say with absolute certainty that the bar isn't doing pirouettes around him. ]
Yeah.
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Date: 2018-01-16 11:22 pm (UTC)[John smiles to nobody in particular, because really, it's nobody's damn business, and pulls one of Poe's arms over his shoulders.
He's done this before. The walk of shame, and the carry. You don't have a career in the USAF if you don't drink. Getting shitfaced is part of the training regimen. You don't make it from cadet to airman without puking on your seargeant's boots at least once.]
I'm actually kinda impressed. You might be drunker than I was when I crawled out of this joint.
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Date: 2018-01-16 11:30 pm (UTC)Always scared me. When I’s a kid. [ He eases one foot in front of the other until they have their own kind of momentum. ] Lots of vets, Yavin 4. Dad knew them all. Dragged them back to the ranch sometimes. Lots of vets.
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Date: 2018-01-17 12:00 am (UTC)[Putting one foot in front of the other is all that matters right now. John walks as slow as Poe needs him to. They're in no rush. It's not like either of them has anywhere to be, but where they are.
If there was any question of how much Poe's drank, it's revealed by the size of his tab. John settles the bill with a flash of his device, and without blinking.
He's just sitting on his pay anyway, with nothing and no one to spend it on, other than the occasional toy. After years of trading with settlements, and only the occasional trip to Earth, money is less important to John than it's ever been.]
I grew up on a ranch too, but I'm thinking it was pretty different. We kept show horses, mostly. A few ponies. Some dogs. My old man liked to hunt.
[And because he's used to clarifying,]
For sport. Not for food. It's stupid.
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Date: 2018-01-17 12:52 am (UTC)[ Look where he is now. He's the drunk being carried home, to someone else's home. He's far gone enough that he doesn't notice John paying his bill--he's focused on the floor, on trying to keep the world as still and his nausea as controlled as possible. ]
Like fathiers. Racing? [ Poe starts to shake his head and stops just as quickly. ] We had banthas, runyips, nerfs. Milk and fur and meat. Mostly for the colony. Some exports--koyo melons, Yavin exported a lot of koyo melons. I miss those.
[ They're to the curb, at least, and Poe has to stop for a second. His grip on John tightens again. He's flicked back to the veterans Kes Dameron brought home when he thought his son was already asleep, safe and unaware. ] Hated it when they used to say they were sorry. But I know why they did, now.
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Date: 2018-01-17 01:02 am (UTC)Guess I've always liked to go fast.
[John stops when Poe stops. He knows better than to push him. Hopefully the fresh air will do him some good.
It's a crisp, slightly windy night. Good for flying. Decent for walking. It's only ten minutes from the curb to the import residence tower. If they make it from here to there without Poe passing out, he'll call it a win.]
Don't be sorry. This? This is nothing. I'm used to people who start swinging when they get a little hooch in them, and trust me when I say you don't want to fight a drunk Athosian.
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Date: 2018-01-17 01:09 am (UTC)[ He closes his eyes, swallows, feels another hot twist of self-loathing. This is not the legacy of Shara Bey. Not him getting drunk, not him losing that fleet. This is not the son he should be for her.
He lowers his head and almost, almost throws up. Starts to push John away just in case, but then he's got it under control, for the most part, except where he's tilting sideways, one leg giving out underneath him. ]
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Date: 2018-01-17 01:26 am (UTC)For all his problems with his family, and his struggle to meet his father's expectations, John knows his childhood was charmed. He wanted for nothing, except for his father's acceptance and love. The latter of which John probably always had, to some degree. Even if he was a disappointment.
The boy who had everything, and threw it all away. Story of John's life.
Poe starts to go down, and John catches him mid-slide by locking both arms around his waist. He hauls him back up with a grunt, maybe a little too roughly, so they both go stumbling backwards.]
You're okay! You're okay. If you've gotta be sick, we can find a little privacy-
[He pat-rubs Poe's back reassuringly while looking over his shoulder for the nearest dark side street, just in case.
A man has his pride, and Poe has more than most.]
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Date: 2018-01-17 01:34 am (UTC)I'm sorry, he thinks, hating the words.
Poe presses his forehead against John's shoulder and shudders. ]
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Date: 2018-01-17 01:41 am (UTC)[John will be doing enough worrying for the both of them.
He's hauling ass, his and Poe's, as quickly as he can to the mouth of the nearest alley. It's dark, and narrow, and if John stands with his back facing the road no one can see them.
John gently peels Poe away from himself, propping him against the brick wall, and supporting his upper back and stomach between his hands.]
Alright, here we go. Just let it all out. You'll feel better after. Promise.
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Date: 2018-01-17 01:52 am (UTC)His bodies tries for round three, but there’s not much left to wring out. Poe breathes, slowly, deeply, and tells himself he’s not allowed to lay down on the alley floor and go to sleep. For one thing, John won’t let him. Breathlessly: ] Thank... thank you. Thank you.
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Date: 2018-01-17 02:25 am (UTC)Don't mention it. Here, you've got a little-
[John dabs at the corner of Poe's mouth with a bandana produced from his back pocket. A little might have been underselling it.]
There we go. Good as new.
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Date: 2018-01-17 03:29 am (UTC)Poe doesn't know how to say as much, doesn't know how far he can fall before he stops being worth catching. He just leans away from the wall and into Sheppard's arms, pressing his face against John's shoulder again, waiting to be guided out. ]
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Date: 2018-01-17 04:10 am (UTC)John won't lose him like he's lost other good people. So he holds Poe tight, saying nothing, because there's nothing to say. All that matters is getting Poe back to where he needs to be, safe, and sound, minus one hell of a headache.
The walk is slow, but uneventful. It starts to rain as they reach the tower, and John has to fumble Poe's weight into the crook of one arm to key them into the building before it pours.
It's a quiet elevator ride to the thirteenth floor, with only a few vaguely curious looks thrown in their direction. John's jacket found its way onto Poe's shoulders at some point during their trek, because the last thing he needs on top of nausea is a chill.]
If you see a green chick, do me a favour and don't say anything rude. I don't want her to poison me.
[Steering Poe down the hallway into the small double unit he shares with Rodney, people might get the wrong idea. Or the right one.
John is navigating a drunk Poe Dameron into his bedroom.]
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Date: 2018-01-17 04:24 am (UTC)He doesn't even have a comeback or a jibe to toss at John at the mention of a green chick, though his instincts tell him there's plenty there to work with.
As soon as the door closes behind them, Poe lets himself sag a little. ]
You really think Rodney won't be back tonight?
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Date: 2018-01-17 04:50 am (UTC)[They're all coping in their own ways.
John's silently proud of how well Rodney's adapted to Riverview. He's tougher than anyone gives him credit for. John included.
He guides Poe to the edge of his bed, steadying him with both hands on his shoulders. It's a small room with two beds and two desks. Barracks style. Nothing fancy. John's side is neater than Rodney's, his few personal possessions precisely arranged. You can take the man out of the military, but you can't take the military out of the man.
Kneeling in front of Poe, John takes one booted foot into his lap and starts on pulling open the lacing. Like hell Poe is sleeping in his bed wearing boots.
John was raised on a ranch, not in a barn.]
What's up? You've got a funny look on your face.
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Date: 2018-01-17 05:00 am (UTC)What he says is: ] Mouthwash?
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Date: 2018-01-17 05:17 am (UTC)John looks up at Poe with a crooked smirk that shows as much in the crinkles at the corner of his eyes as it does the quirk of his lips.]
We can take a trip to the little boy's room.
Or there's some vodka under the bed, if you don't want to wait.
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Date: 2018-01-17 05:24 am (UTC)[ He's pretty sure a good chunk of what he threw up was vodka. Not all of it. There was other stuff in there too, but y'know.
He has a nice smile. Stupidly, impulsively, Poe runs a hand through John's short hair, leaving his fingers there to trace along John's scalp. There are scars, even there. Poe imagines (with rather more creativity than the situation requires) that John probably has a lot of scars in a lot of places. ]
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Date: 2018-01-17 05:42 am (UTC)Then Poe's fingers are combing through his hair, teasing through the unruly thick of it, which feels good under normal circumstances, but great when Poe does it- and it occurs to John that maybe it's not being alone with someone who isn't Rodney, but being alone with Poe, that's making the room feel smaller, and more intimate, than he's used to it feeling.
He's gotten comfortable with Rodney. As comfortable as he gets with anyone. They're friends, and family. He doesn't know Poe as well, yet, but something tells him they might get there one day. If they don't drink themselves to death first.
John's eyes flick from Poe's face to the floor as he stows Poe's boots neatly beside his bed, then back up again. Just to see if he's still looking. Or if John's imagining things. If he's really that lonely, that he's projecting his own selfish fantasies onto a vulnerable friend who needs him during a dark time.]
You... good to go?
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Date: 2018-01-17 06:00 am (UTC)He's not thinking about the consequences. He's not thinking about much of anything, except how he would probably kiss John if his mouth didn't taste the way it does. It isn't fair to inflict that on anyone else.
Poe lets his hand drop. ]
Mmhm.
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Date: 2018-01-17 06:25 am (UTC)Poe touches his ear. He's drunk. His jaw. He's drunk. Makes him look up at him like that. He's drunk. John shivers, in spite of himself. Goosebumps rising on the backs of his arms.
He's still drunk.
John's always had a weakness for brown eyes. The darker, the better. They speak to something in him. A desire to fall into someone other than himself. To be swallowed up, and disappeared.
Does Poe even know what he's doing to him? John doesn't think so. Isn't certain Poe knows what those eyes can do to a man, sober.
And right now, Poe's about as far away from sober as a man can be while still conscious.
Poe's hand falls away, and John reels himself back into some modicum of decency. He needs to take care of his friend, right now. His drunk friend, who trusts him, and needs him, and deserves better than whatever acts John's mind keeps turning to, compelled by a need so primal it borders on stupidity.]
I'll give you the grand tour. [If that came out sounding half as lame as John thinks it sounded, he'll be cringing in the morning. With any luck Poe won't remember.
He stands, finally, offering Poe his arm.]
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Date: 2018-01-17 06:40 am (UTC)As it is, Poe takes a deep breath, closing his eyes and ordering the world to stay steady in three different languages. Then he grabs on to John. His whole self is pretty well focused on the immediate next steps, that bit of contact, that long study of John's face already slipping into the gray behind him. The present is where his attention stays for as long as the tour lasts. Bathroom, sink, mouthwash.
Poe is starting to feel a little more human, even if the galaxy outside of the small sphere of him and John stays distant and blurred.
By the time they get back to John's room, Poe is conscious of the way his clothes smell. He's also drunk enough that he doesn't think twice about peeling off a shirt stained with booze and speckled with vomit before the door is even closed. It comes off; he drops it on the floor. The chain he always wears swings free, the little steel-brushed washer at the end dropping into view.
Along with, y'know, the rest of him. ]
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