[ She almost starts crying again. She might, if she weren't so spent. ]
I did. I did do my best, I really--
[ She closes her eyes and swallows against the tightness in her throat. That's part of why it hurts so much, why everything hurts so much. She did her best, she tried to stay alive and keep the others alive with her, but they were lost, and then so was she. She can't bring herself to tell John that. She can't make herself say I died. She failed them. She failed the dead. She didn't make it anywhere.
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Date: 2018-03-20 02:06 am (UTC)I did. I did do my best, I really--
[ She closes her eyes and swallows against the tightness in her throat. That's part of why it hurts so much, why everything hurts so much. She did her best, she tried to stay alive and keep the others alive with her, but they were lost, and then so was she. She can't bring herself to tell John that. She can't make herself say I died. She failed them. She failed the dead. She didn't make it anywhere.
She failed the living, too. ]
I don't even know if the others made it.